Deleted Dreams.

For a time i have thinked that i have found the one.
But as the time passed away i realise that i was wrong.
I in fact found the one longe time ago. But lost it. i watch is slip away between my fingers as i make mistakes after mistakes i finally lost her. And not one day goes by that i do not regret that.

For a long time i have been alone.
And one day, i met a girl.
So lost, so broken and so lonely as me.
Then i realise that we could release each other from our pain and regrets.
And for a time. I was happy.

The time pass by, and we were getting far away from each other.
And this distance was consuming me.
Making me feel cool, and my happiness also slipped away through my fingers one moretime.
And then, i was alone again.

Maybe this is what i deserve after all that bad i had make.
Maybe this is my fucking destiny (The funny thing is, i do not even believe in destiny)
Whatever this is. I can say this.
It hurts, hurts like hell.

So, if you had someone who brings a smile in your face just by calling you on your cell phone, or Someone who brings you that little but lovely pain in the heart when you cross eyes with.
I beg you, do not let this person go.
Hold her as strong as you can, and be sure the make her know how much you love her.

So you do not end like me.
Forever lost.
Forever broken.
Forever alone.